** As posted at Love at the Glove, Glove Factory, Carbondale, Illinois on Feb. 11th 2006**
Celibacy Manifesto
It’s simple really. Well, not that simple.
I’m over-sexual. Well actually, by definition I’m a sex addict. I’m fucking tired of
sexual politics though.
I find it difficult to be a sexual being, without having to deal with a power struggle. Don’
t get me wrong, I’m not accusing my past lovers of being complete failures. It’s partly my
fault too. I need a vacation from thinking about it.
Things are good in the beginning usually but keeping lovers over time is terribly
complicated. I like to travel light. I need to get shit done for myself.
I’ve been single for years and I like it that way. I myself am not the kind of person that
is interested in most dating conventions. I don’t believe in monogamy, I’m really picky, I
don’t like sappy gestures, and I just rarely ever want to date anyone. I’ve always been
more interested in good friends and good lovers. So I’ve been having casual sex. We live in
a college town it should be something we’re capable of doing in a mature fashion, but quite
to my dismay - no. People seem readily available to have sex, but they are so afraid of
giving any other parts of themselves away. So what does this end up in, a bunch of random
partners you never really know? That’s not my style. This college scene with its shallow
casual sex - I’m over it. Don’t get me wrong there’s a right way to have casual sex, but
it seems like most people around here are insistent on doing it the wrong way. You can
actually be good to your partners without being in love.
I’ve been allowing myself to have casual sex mostly on a hedonistic whim. I’ve figured out
all the amazing ways I can cum, experienced my great fantasies, experimented, and nurtured
my sexuality. I swore I’d never let myself be one of those people who felt sex wasn’t
intellectual enough, but I’ve felt that way for years….I’ve just blocked the realization
because I like to cum.
So, I’m canceling it out! No sex and no dating. It’s all about me. This will be the
longest amount of time I haven’t had sex for….well since I started having sex.
Over the semester I will be documenting it on my website at www.improperetiquette.com, my
celibacy starts on Valentine’s day. The holy day of romance is the day I say NO MORE!! .
P.S. Jesus has nothing to do with my pussy.